Sunday, August 29, 2010

A reflective life

Peace. It is considered a element worthy and even necessary in our lives. Yet, peace is hard to contain, eluding our grasp when we need it most, slipping through our fingers when we try to hold on to it. Jesus first words to his disciples on the day of Resurrection was, "Peace. Fear not. It is I."

Peace comes at a price. For the deeply spiritual peace of soul, I believe that that price is the ability to let go of those things that disturb us. As each temperament is different, what disturbs will vary. But it is true, as long as we cling to things, we will continually be discontented. Nothing every goes entirely our way.

So what is letting go? We all must have values, or we are nothing but sheets flying in the wind. How can we avoid confusing our value system with our control issues?  First is to realize that the need to control comes from lack of trust and faith. There is a reason Jesus said, "Fear not." when he offered peace. For the need to control is a sign of fear. And trust cast out all fear.

I suggest the best way to peace is to live a reflective life. I encourage reading the psalms daily, taking passages that speak to the heart and spending time with those words, letting them seep into the depths of one's soul.  Only a reflective life can discern the difference between holding on to values and trying to control our life. And once you can distinguish between the two, you can make the choice that brings an ever deepening peace to your soul

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Making Sense of This World

To keep above the fray, to make meaning out of life, we have to live in two worlds: the world of this day and age, and the world of the spirit. All of us are aware of the material world. But to become aware of the spiritual world, we need to take time to reflect.

The Ammas and Abbas of the desert knew the importance of this function of reflection. That is why they withdrew to the desert. But we need not be so dramatic in our pursuit. For us, it may be an hour in a space by ourselves, or a favored spot we find conducive to quiet and reflection. A time of day that is good for winding down and thinking.

We cannot keep spiritual concepts in the forefront unless we take time to consider. And unless we remember the spiritual world and its values, life will make little sense.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Renewed like the Eagle

Bless the Lord, my soul; all my being bless his holy name! For he fills your days with good things, your youth is renewed like the eagle's.

All of us need times of renewal. That's why we do meditation, go on retreats, seek silence and solitude. Trials can tired you. Conflicts can weary you. Life can wear you out.

Psalm 103 says God renews our strength "like the eagle's".  What does it mean to have our strength renewed like the eagle's? Eagle's aren't particularly strong except in flight, and their ability to soar high in the sky. If God is giving us an eagle's strength, he is inviting us to rise above life's daily struggles, instead of sinking in the mire of trouble and tribulations.

Life offers us many opportunities. We decide how we will respond. If we look to the Lord for our strength, we can hope to rise high, to keep our eyes fixed on what is above. Such an outlook will do much to renew us.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Renewed like the Eagle

What good can come from a life cut short at 21?

Nothing. Unless that 21 year old was full of faith and hope.

Andy Himes, 21, died tragically on Sunday August 15, 2010. Yet, his faith continues to inspire all who knew him. One of his favorite psalms reads Bless the Lord my soul, do not forget all the gifts of God. Who pardons all your sins and heals all your ills.

Faith in God doesn't eliminate struggle. That is why, even while remembering the gift of God, we also need constant pardon. For who of us can stand before God? Or who knows his mind?

Andy changed when he realized the importance of God in his life. Not externally. Just in his direction, his purpose, in his vision.

He termed this quote from Ps 103, Mighty Verses: Bless the Lord, my soul; all my being bless his holy name! For he fills your days with good things, your youth is renewed like the eagle's.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Death and Pain

Some years ago a book titled "Why bad things happen to good people" hit the market by storm. Recently, I looked up the book to see who wrote it and what it was about. And I was impressed to know the author wrote about his own pain and finding peace with his son's death at age 14. What struck me most in the preface was his statement that while watching his son deteriorate before his eyes (he'd known his son would die young since he was 3) many people gave him answers, but none of the answers addressed his own questions about God and the pain we are forced to endure.

We all know as followers of Jesus that pain and sorrow will come our way. It comes not because we are followers, but because we live in a human world. The  biggest mistake we make in pain is passing it off with phrases that sound holy, but do not help the heart. "Carry your cross" or "God will not give you more than you can bear" or "his grace is sufficient for you" do not answer the question Mary herself put to Jesus when she found him in the temple, My son, why have you done this to us?

Pain and sorrow sear the soul. It can devastate a person, but it also offers the opportunity for a stronger faith and hope. The answers best for us are the ones we find ourselves as we walk through the darkness and pain. Somehow, in the mists and agony, we can find answers to the questions that plague the heart. We must just be patient.

I once read in a conference by Frederick Faber's that said those souls most like God tend to suffer the most in this life. Such thoughts do not help much at the time of pain. But being there for a friend, letting them know wordlessly that we care, reaching out to comfort a heart; these things help such thoughts bear fruit.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Signs of God

The reading from Revelation today says a great sign appeared in the sky. Our lives are surrounded by signs, and the church uses signs as signals of grace. But how do we read signs, especially the everyday ones?

I've known people who like the extraordinary signs. They run to sights of alleged apparitions to see the wonders and miracles. I myself visited Lourdes, not so much to see signs, but to experience a place  renown for its miracles. It was beautiful, but it did not feed my soul as much as Lisieux.

I think that signs are sent by God to guide us along the way. The important thing is not looking for the signs...because that can lead us astray. The important thing is to look for God, and in our search, we will recognize those signs he sends to us directly.

The scribes and pharisees asked Jesus for a sign, and he told them none would be given. Looking for signs in a way is looking for answers. And God doesn't seem to like to give us answers. Rather, he prolongs the questions, as if we must understand the question before we can understand the answer.

One of the psalms says I lift up my eyes to the Lord, from whence shall come my help. Such sentiments should echo in our hearts. Signs and wonders belong to the unbeliever. Seeking God and his holiness belongs to the ardent soul searching for meaning. We all know in life that signs merely point a direction. If we haven't a destination, it will mean little.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Orthodoxy and Orthopraxy

Recently a wonderful conversation brought up the mention of orthodoxy and orthopraxy. The Christian religion, especially the Roman Catholic faith, stresses the need for orthodoxy. But some are calling on a need for orthopraxy to be at least as important, if not more important, than orthodoxy. The comment has given me much food for thought.

First, orthodoxy deals with what we believe. Literally translated, it means right thinking. Here we have the teaching of the church, its theology, it's laws, etc. We know that the Roman church is very given to explicit concepts, concepts it expects the faithful to accept.

Orthopraxy is right living. It deals with actions, with following a creed by your way of life, by example.

While thinking of these two concepts, it occurred to me that Jesus never said, "Obey me" but "follow me".

I'm not saying that both are not important. But it is always the tendency for us to give one thing too much importance and neglect the other.

And, you can see how the pounding of the need for orthodoxy tends to divide.

I'd be interested in your views.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Retreat--a time of reflection

Nothing is better (well, maybe I should say, few things are better) then to get away for a short retreat. Or a long one, when that is possible. It offers one a chance to step back, evaluate one's life, goals, processes. A retreat is even better than a vacation because one purposes to reflect, and at length.

I'm saying this because I am about to head off on a retreat. I will return on the 13th, and will commence with blogging then.

In the meantime, keep me in prayer!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Great Expectations

We've all heard it said, we've come to expect too much and so set ourselves up for disappointment. Usually this is said about our modern conveniences in a society that expects instant results.

But I think rather, we don't expect enough. I think we put our expectations in the wrong place. I think we look for fulfillment more in social achievements when we should look instead of personal goals. That's what I think.

Your typical person of today doesn't expect much of him or herself when it comes to faith. For some reason, our faith has become very passive. We are not required to face the lions, or hid for fear of our lives, or even stand on the street corner and argue for what we believe.

Yet, faith isn't just what we believe; it is how we live out that belief, making it a veritable door that opens up a different level of life. When our expectations are high regarding faith and all we can accomplish with it, we become boulders of strength and lights upon mountain tops.

History tells us of individuals whose living faith made them stand out through the vision they encompassed, a vision often ahead of their times. Sometimes the very people they represented misunderstood them. But that didn't deter them. Because they expected more--more of themselves and more of their fellows.

We need more visionaries today. We need more people willing to open the door into a higher level of life. We need greater expectations of what our faith can do for us.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Comments on The Self in Hiding

So many thoughts this morning. But in reading The Self in Hiding by Marianne Watts, OP, I can't help commenting on her insights.

Watts speaks of our desire to live a pleasant life, one sheltered from pain and suffering and hardships. I think she has got it right. Who doesn't want life to go smoothly, with as little travail as possible? A sentence in her essay catches my eye: When the dark side of human nature is denied, it is often compassion that dies.

Quite a statement. Watts believes we should not isolate ourselves in our pretty "gardens of ease" as she calls it, because such a way of life support structure for shallow lives and a stockade which distances the suffering not so far beyond... To live without darkness means to isolate oneself. And to live in isolation is to miss the beauty of community, sharing and assisting. It's no wonder Watts speaks repeatedly of compassion.

Giving many reasons to stay aware of the frailty, cruelty, and suffering of humankind, Watts again makes a startling statement; If we are human, we bear the legacy of humanity's wilderness within us where the beasts of potential cruelty pace and where compassion must grow strong. This statement is the strongest in her essay. For it challenges those of us who would absent ourselves from the pain of others. It suggests that by living apart from those who suffer, we do not live, we just pretend to. For, according to Watts, by denying the pain and suffering we see around us, we fail to see, let alone admit, to our own inner darkness. And our lives are not full unless we acknowledge both sides of our nature.

I tend to agree.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Sacred Space in the Balance

I'm reading an article by Christopher Kiesling, OP on the struggle for balance in our lives. He is speaking to a particular form of life, the Dominican life. But what he says holds true for all of us.

Dominicans are noted for combining what had previously been considered polar opposites: contemplation and apostolic work. The combination must work--Dominicans have been around now for 800 years, have never undergone any major reform, split, repression or inner strife, and continue to grow and expand.

This very charism of the Dominican Order also applies to all of us who seek to find time for God in our very busy lives. The secret is--how? I'm reminded of the multiple books I've read on writing. All say, if you wait for that perfect spot, time, condition to write, forget it. It will most likely never happen. Instead, they say you must make yourself write every day, even if what you write isn't Pultilzer material, or even publishable.

I think the same applies to contemplation. Kiesling notes that when speaking of contemplation, he means prayer, reflection, thoughtful reading of Scripture or other religious literature, retreats, and other practices in which a person quiets self...and allows affective responses to flow from thought, allowing oneself to savour the presence of God.

This requires, I think, making "sacred space" for oneself. Be it very early in the morning, on lunch break, late at night before tumbling into bed. One can and must make a place for quiet reflection.

I have a friend who put a chair, candle, incense and light in a corner of one of her rooms. This is her prayer corner, and she uses it daily. She has carved out for herself some "sacred space" that puts her in the mood for reflection and prayer.

All of us need sacred space. Giving ourselves over to quiet and reflection balances our busy lives. It helps put things in perspective, and deepens our understanding of the mysterious that surround us. It's no wonder meditation has become popular, even for medical purposes. It has a lot to offer us. We just need to carve out our space to take advantage of the practice.

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